Surreal

That is the best way to describe this...surreal. This little person in my arms is comprised of my genetics. Some days- like today- I don't feel old enough to be a parent although I'm more than old enough.. And I don't feel mature enough sometimes either.. Although I'm more mature and responsible than some parents out there. I guess it's more of a reality that hasn't hit- and may not ever. Its so weird having a little child of your own who relies on you - and so beautiful at the same time.

He is sitting here in my arms at this moment laughing in his sleep and the. Furrowing his eyebrows in concern.
It is simply hilarious. The human body and how it develops is amazing. The muscle reflexes are not yet developed fully so they twitch un-voluntarily. I can't help but laugh. When he cries I sometimes laugh because of the noise and faces. Some may think that is cruel but I think it is better I can laugh then get upset. At least it helps me keep my sanity.

And what better way to make your day than the baby taking a big crap right when it is your spouses turn to change the diaper!! :D